Sometimes I can’t tolerate people who constantly put others down. I feel so bad for the person who basically is getting ripped apart.
I seriously wish it was socially acceptable to go to a concert with like a robot or something. It honestly sucks when you want to go to a concert and none of your friends want to go so it’s like. Uh. Yup.
I foooreaall hate being so broke it’s ridiculous. I can’t even get a job because I can’t be secured one for hella long since I have studies to do instead. -____- I can’t ask for money as much as I would want to because my parents have things to pay for their own stuff and I don’t want them to pay for my petty things. I hate being a scrub and asking my friends to spot me because I know eventually I’ll have to pay them back. I can’t accept them to say, “I’ll pay for you.” No. Doesn’t work that way. I won’t allow a friend to pay for me because I’m forever in debt to them and it’ll just continue.
Sometimes people don’t understand how broke I am and think I can get money out of my ass and gets all mad if I could go buy food yet can’t hang out with them. Food/survival > over anything. The food I get is literally under $5. That’s how sad it is. So the next time you come at me saying, “oH YOU CAN GO BUY THIS AND THIS BUT YOU CAN’T GO DO THIS WITH ME?” Think about what you just said. I have to spoil my self to a point too, you know, because I can’t do this on a daily basis.
I swear I wish I had all the money in the world sometimes.
DON’T GET INVOLVED IN THINGS THAT YOU THINK YOU WANT TO DO JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE IS DOING IT. NO. THAT’S NOT HOW IT WORKS. OR DON’T MAKE IT SEEM LIKE THAT’S HOW YOU’RE DOING IT.
Since people are wondering who won and didn’t have time to go to the SGO..
Best Smile: Asia Pitcher/Christine Duong and Harold Santos/Kuni Tamura
Child at Heart: Zohal Rahman/Monica Zuniga and Albert Moreno/John Dangan
Best Hair: Yadiel Plascencia/Julie Aranda and Andrew Snowball/Vincent…
I googled myself and this came up. LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
People need to start understanding that I am the most OBLIVIOUS person in the world. Like. Really now.
Honestly, we all have opinions and thoughts. I respect that. Sometimes, it’s better to not say what your two cents on what other people are thinking. Just saying.
Then I find all their flaws and stop being attracted to them.
Every. Single. Time.
Sometimes I always wonder what the heck happened to me. Like, I look back at my high school years. I look back to freshmen year and I sit and really think about it. I hung out with anyone and everyone. I was free to hang out with some random people I wouldn’t even thought of and I wasn’t awkward or afraid. I always wonder what happened in that short time span from then to now that made me so … unwilling to hang out with a lot of people. I need to change that. I really do. But then again, I see what did happen and it brings back a lot of scars and memories to tell you the truth. And it sucks. At the time of those incidents, I didn’t think it would hit me back in the face later on in life and now here I am still haunted by those memories. I tell myself to noooot think about it. But it’s difficult. I mean who can let that go?
But! I am very happy that this is the only I am worked up about and I don’t really have much to think about as of now. Cept school. School school school. Life is amazings.
#1: I’m excited to see who your new crush is this semester.
#2: No time for that at all. I need to focus on my career!
And leeeet’s be honest. What will I do when I have a crush? Do what I’ve always been doing, stare from afar and drool. I’m reaaaady for you Spring Semester!